{William Cerf's Creativity Journal 

I've been feeling overwhelmed this past couple of weeks as I struggle with my Proposal for the small research project in the Methods (RMTH 710) class. I've finally come to the realization that learning to be a scholar is a messy process - a bit like making organic sausage. Maybe the process is organic as well as the sausage itself? I'm feeling uncertain and afraid. Being handicapped, I learned early in life NOT to show my vulnerability to anyone. I have been holding it in all these years. Now, I've decided that I truly want to learn to be a scholar and I want to do it with you guys and gals in particular. I may fall down a lot and I may look like a fool, but so what? I read Bob's proposal to the Union Faculty and really want to fully participate in the Creative Process of contributing to the betterment of our present and future cohorts.

I don't know if this post makes a lick of sense. I'm writing free-flow and my editor is turned off. Thank you for reading.

Have a great weekend, everyone.